Expressing Myself

Looking back, it's funny the things you notice just before your life is about to change.

Just before you shed your skin, in acknowledgment that it is not you whom is crazy and tilted, but in fact, it is the rest of the world. Just before you down that bar of dark chocolate, drink that bottle of red wine (by yourself), and watch Bethany Frankel on the television, and think, yes, by god, the woman is a creative marketing genius. She went from zero ($0.00) to zillions in a matter of a few years, expressing herself like it is no one else's business. Just before you begin to think, I can do that, it's funny the things in life you now take notice of. Just before you come into your own, and begin to live. Just when you first realize that because you were still sucking in air each day, make no mistake, doesn't mean you are, or ever where, living.........it just means you were never on a ventilator, or that someone had ever reached over and pulled the plug. Looking back, it all seems so funny now, so much clearer.

Note to self: need to be more like Bethany Frankel, expressing oneself, like it is no one else's business!