when I sit at my computer, half dressed, half not, (if undergarments are
considered dress attire, then I am actually fully dressed I suppose, my
usual funk of adventure as I jump on the computer right after my early
sunrise run and yoga, and then, of course, right after the
tranquillizing shower I take) with a pen sticking straight out from
between my teeth I am most likely to be impressed by life (in
particular, my life). My office space is way up top in the loft of the
townhouse I am currently situated in (not the best geographically placed
town-home, but it will do for now) and it is thirty - nine steps up and
thirty - nine steps down, and the reason once up there, well, I sit in
undergarments, to get fully dressed would entail at least maneuvering
half of those same steps, in a downward sort of spiral. I usually eat my
Greek yogurt and clementines in this daily manner, as I put together
daily thoughts, to do lists, to not do lists, to I don't want to do lists
(this is usually the bigger of the lists for me), and then the list
that circumstances of life just force me to do (you might say that that
list is on the bigger scale as well). The Greek yogurt and clementines
are part of the whole creative process for me (at night, the Greek
yogurt is substituted for avocados and white wine) Words feel some how
more profound when you type them out wearing only undergarments (not
sure if this works for all writers, but definitely for me it does) Blank
screen, blank paper, pen in teeth, and yet, there is soon to be a small
confrontation with an editor whom expects an email from me today with
an attached file of writing to go along with it. There will be no
happiness when I tell her I am still in undergarments, eating Greek
yogurt, and staring up and out my skylights. Editors are a funny brood, miss a
deadline, and they turn into lunatic people whom have to make you start
wondering why you ever choose them in the first place...oh, wait a
minute, they choose me, and at the time, I needed them. I needed an
editor whom would work with the pile of essays I had accumulated on my
hard drive. Yes, now I clearly remember why I climbed the thirty - nine
stairs, and sit here in my underwear, it is to make some progression on
that list I have now sidelined for an entire week....it will probably be noon
before I am dressed today. Thank god I am not skyping!
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